New poem

[theundergrad]

when my lie became my life,
and i began my fall
when heavens rays were blocked
by the black clouds of my soul
when i hung around in sloth
and trembled every day
when i filled myself with lust
and pleasured every way
when tears would fill my eyes
and a scream was in my heart
when nothing seemed right
and i had lost control
The dark prince of glory
had summoned me to throne
only to cast me aside
after my weakness was shown
and now i wish for air
for the sun and the end of the storm
i cannot breath, only sigh
I cannot speak, only mourn.
I sold my God for coins
and now I look for rope.